I can barely contain myself these days.  I just want to spill the beans!  It's especially hard at work, because I see my dad every day.  I just want to tell him he's going to be a grandpa!  I'm also getting increasingly fatter, and I'm just sure everyone can tell.  I tried wearing regular pants yesterday, and had to unzip them everytime I sat down at my desk.  Crazy!  I have my first doctor's appointment today, so I will be asking about being referred to a ob/gyn soon.  It will be easier for Ryan to come to appointments if I go to a doctor in the city, so we'll set that up.  Looks like I will probably aim to have the baby at St. Boniface.  It isn't my first choice, but in a long run it will work best - again, with Ryan working in the city now.
I still feel like I'm in some denial that I'm actually pregnant.  Maybe today's appointment will make it feel real.  I've had a little anxiety, but not too much.  I don't want to be paranoid, worried and stressed all of the time!  My tummy still hurts, but I wouldn't say I've really experienced any morning sickness.  It seems like my stomach is smaller in the morning, and progressively gets larger as the day goes by!
 
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