Thursday, January 31

As Today Goes On

Today has been a pretty good day, considering the circumstances. I keep thinking of a prayer that I posted when we lost our first baby, and I think it is still so appropriate. I put on Casting Crowns this morning, and while listening to the words of "Lifesong" God blessed me with a vision of my two lost babies on Jesus lap - all three were laughing together, Jesus, a little boy and a little girl. It was a beautiful vision, and I just feel really good knowing that my two little precious babies have each other while they wait for us.

14 comments :

Trev and Rebekah said...

That is so neat that God gave you a vision like that. It is something that you will be able to cherish that vision forever.

Pastor George said...

Heather,
I am so sorry that you are experiencing this pain again. I am glad that God is comforting you and I will pray that you will both continue to experience His nearness.

-Me- said...

Praying for you guys, and I agree with Rebekah, that is really neat that God allowed you to see your beautiful children in glory!

Jamie said...

Oh Heather - I'm so sorry you have to be going through this again. I am overwhelmed today by the pain and suffering in this world and I wish you didn't have to walk this road again. Lots of love and hugs to you today. And praise God for such a beautiful picture that he gave you.

Anonymous said...

I'm very sorry to hear your little one is gone, Heather. That must be very hard. There's nothing I can say to make it better but I'm very, very sorry.

Renee Shaw said...

Oh Heather I am so sorry to hear about this news. You sound like you are handling this the right way...turning to God. I wil pray for you during this tough time.
The vision/dream God gave you was awesome! Take peace in knowing that God is taking care of you and allow Him in to heal you, because He will.
Blessings

Janelle said...

I will praise You Lord my God,
Even in my brokenness
I will praise
You Lord

I will praise You Lord my God,
Even in my desperation
I will praise
You Lord

And I can't understand all that
You allow I just can't see the reason

But my life is in Your hands
and though
I cannot see, I choose to
trust You

Even when my heart is torn
I will praise (trust) You Lord

Even when I feel deserted I will praise You Lord
Even in the darkest valley I will praise You Lord
When my world is shattered and it seems all hope is gone
Yet I will praise You Lord

I will trust You Lord my God,
Even in my loneliness
I will trust
You Lord

I will trust You Lord my God,
Even when I cannot hear you
I will trust You Lord

And I will not forget that you hung on a cross
Lord you bled and
died for me

And if I have to suffer
I know that you've been there
And I know that you're here now.

- Yet I will Praise...

Jobina said...

I don't have many words for times like this, my heart just breaks for you. Jesus, please continue to comfort Heather.

Andrea said...

I am so sorry Heather! I know words can't really express what I want to say...but I will be praying for you!! *hugs*

Martha said...

Ryan and Heather, we'll be praying for you as you go through this time of loss....I'm so sorry that you have to experience this again. I am glad that you have gotten a snippet of joy from Jesus as to seeing your babies with him...that is soo precious, and something to hang on to.

Dianna said...

I haven't been by your blog in a couple days now but oh my when I did catch up today! I was surprised and shocked. Sending a prayer your way.. Hope your ok.

Jilly said...

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through this again. You and your family are in my prayers.

RLE said...

The vision that were were given is beautiful. I am so sorry that you lost your baby and am praying that God continues to bring healing to you.

Evonne said...

hey heather
my name is Evonne and actually i was reading rebekah's blog and she asked for prayers for you so i decided to come on your blog. I am so sorry about your lost. I wish there was something that i could say to you. I know that sorry doesn't quite cut it but i am so sorry i know it must be so hard planning for another baby and then losing that baby but i pray that you'll find peace and rest in God and that everything will be okay. I am praying for you.